Sunday, June 29, 2008

A regretting moment

TODAY I FOUND OUT SOMETHING I FEEL THAT I WILL REGRET FOR A LONG TIME. LAST FRIDAY WHEN I WAS TOLD TO TAKE OFF MY NECKLACE IN SCHOOL I WAS DESTINE TO REGRET MY ACTIONS.I WAS SO CARELESS TO PUT MY CHAIN INTO MY UNIFORM POCKET, AND BY THE TIME I RMB ABOUT IT WAS TOO LATE IT WAS IN THE WASHING MACHINE, WASHING AND WHEN I TOOK IT OUT IT WAS IN BROKEN PIECES AND THE PANDENT WAS MISSING IT WAS GIVEN TOO ME BY AUNT.THE THINK THAT MADE ME REALLY GUILTY WAS THAT MY MOM DID NOT SCOLD ME,ITS HER BIRTHDAY AND I WAS REALLY FEELING BAD ABOUT RUINING IT .IN MY LIFE THE THING THAT I HATE WAS REGRETTING A ACTION THAT I DONE WITHOUT THINKING,THE PAIN OF REGRETTING SOMTHING HITS MY HEART LIKE A THOUSAND KNIFES ITS PAIN STAYS THERE LIKE IT WAS FOR LIFE.IN LIFE I DONE MANY THINGS I REGRET EACH TIME I KEEP TELLING MYSELF, I WILL NEVER DO SOMETINHG I WILL REGRET EVER AGAIN! BUT I KEEP REPEATING THE SAME OLD MISTAKE, EVERY TIME IT HITS ME HARD REALLY HARD.THATS Y I KEEP HOLDING ON I DONT BARE TO LET GO , I JUST DONT BARE.! I PRAY TRYING TO LET GO BUT ITS REALLY HARD!
Do you all feel my regretful feelings???



REGRETFUL TIRAMISSU:(

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